I'm in a tall building, like a barn, as though looking out a high window. I'm trying to throw a ball, either a football or baseball, down to a boy on the ground, a boy who seems to be mentally slow. I can't throw it to him there because of the overhang of the roof - I need him to move a little closer to the building. I call out to him - what is his name? It is "big guy, big guy". That doesn't sound like a name. But it is, somebody tells me, that is what he likes to be called.