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A BreakupfritzJan 11, 2018

I'm at a party with Vera, in the daytime, at some unfamiliar house, with unfamiliar people milling around.

One of the people present is Vera's ex-boyfriend (no one in particular), and she suddenly leaves with him, pausing to give me a brief, hauntingly beautiful, and faintly sad goodbye look and a wave on her way out the door. It's evident that she's leaving to sleep with him, although I'm surprised she could do that, today of all days. She's gone.

Then I'm wandering around, trying to figure out what to do. We had all these plans in place, tickets to events, what about them now? There were these girls at the party - some anonymous "Sherwood girls" (seems like a familiar idea from previous dreams) that I would have talked to if I'd known this would happen. Do I have a dating profile somewhere? Should I write to Vera and try to fix things? I think about emailing her a picture of some sort. Or maybe write her a poem? But I don't think so, she's gone back to her previous boyfriend, it won't do any good. I'm just lost, all my plans torn from under me, and I don't know what to do.

I wander up to the farm, and sit on the hill out by the barn for a while, looking out over the scenery, just trying to find some zen. I wander around for a while up there, and then go back to the house. I think I'm moving back in there. In the room where the pool table is, I see that the pool table has been removed. That's good, I had another plan for that room.

(I am glad to awaken and find that it was only a dream, and nothing has changed)

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